Numb Pain (OC)

I have been pretty depressed lately and having a hard time finding an outlet, I mean my life is good but my emotions are taking control. I quite hard to have a day where I am not anxious or depressed and the bad part Is I do take medicines for this. the medicine is just not working anymore so... here I am expressing what I feel through my art. 

Character :Celo

symbolism:
Hair has raindrops=gloomy
Expression of character= numbness of certain emotions 
The symbol on the overalls are usually triangle but today are represented as circle showing that the character is experience a change in self.
one strap off= life is unorganized 
character pose= physical pain that is being experienced 

I currently am going to go get these issues fixed but until I can get an appointment with the doc I'm just stuck. so ill probably do more art as a coping skill.

have a good day <3